The game---- of LOVE

"Manzilein bhi uski thi,
Raasta bhi uska tha.
Ek main akeli thi,
Kafila bhi uska tha..
Saath-Saath chalne ki soch bhi uski thi,
Fir raasta badalne ka faisla bhi uska tha...
Aaj kyo akeli hoon, Dil sawal karta hai,
Log to uske the, Kya KHUDA bhi uska tha....?????"

Though somebody else's creation but it is exactly how I'm feeling today.....
Some lines that I want to shout & ask but then I know, I 'll not have any answers to my questions....

It feels like I've lived it all & played it all... & now truly feel that I'm unfit for the game....I shud learn to play first, but today I've lost all the desire to play the game....

It's Gone

Today it's gone.....I just kept on seeing & then I let it go.... Its like cutting the strings of your own kite & then see it fly high up in the sky.....Still not sure, that it's not there....

Time & again these words keep coming to me & I keep repeating them....

Today was our decided date but we ended up having no dates ever......

"We met in our fun world, you never realised;
you got me as a friend, you never realised;
I fell in love with you, we never realised;
you left me for life, you never realised;
I waited for you, but you never realiesd;

Tommorow I won't be there, you won't realise it then;
But when you will realise it,
I won't be there to realise it that you have realised it.
So, if you want to realise it realise it now !!!!"

This beautiful poem by a wonderful friend of mine surely describes my feelings!!!!!
What a life???? It feels like just a second ago when it all started.....

Its a year friends

Its dedicated to those people who joined HCL with me on the same day....In short in for the CA energizers....Coz we complete a year together on this 22nd of Jun'06 in HCL....

The times we shared is like shooting star... the timeis short but really beautiful moments.... Forever engraved in ourhearts.... Friendsforever~!!!
The beautiful moments that all of us have shared has again came rolling down my memory lane....The fun, the games, the training, the celebrations!!!! all of them...We have lived it all....Thanks to all of you ( CA energizers) for adding beautiful pages to my book of life....

Always be safe & always be happy & make this world a much better place to live in....

Cheers

Have been tagged....

As Deepa tagged me I am writing all that I feel

I am thinking about....Dark temptation as I'm hungry.
I said.....Love you darling.
I want to..... live life queensize
I wish....everybody is happy.
I miss....Lot of dear ones in my life who I don't get to see very often.
I hear..... lot of lovely songs which u can hear only thru ur heart......
I regret....as of now nothing & dont wanna do that rest of my life.....
I am ......an obsessed lover & an angel ( hahaha)
I dance.....on the beats, every time I hear music....Its my passion.
I sing.....in the bathroom or when I'm alone.
I cry ...... when I am low
I am not always...... in my best of mood
I make with my hands......Food...I love cooking especially if its for my .....
I write about...... mostly Love coz I believe its the BEST feeling one can feel.
I confuse ....dont wanna do that
I need..... love.
I should..... try to be more diplomatic in dealing with people.
I start.....with a sunshine smile everyday...
I finish.....nothing that I know of as of now
Wats life?.....its to be lived evry moment without regret :))


And now I'm tagging Nikunj