Kyun?

Aaj main madhosh si ho rahi hoon kyun?
Khud hi khud mein gum si ho rahi hoon kyun?
Ho gayi hoon toota patta, udti ja rahi hoon main
Jis jagah chaho udake le chalo mujhe,
Ya toh mujhko sameitlo apni nigahon mein
Band karlo mujhko apni panahon mein
Dorr meri todd do saare jagat se tum
Aur mujhko jorr lo khud mein samalo tum.
Aaj main madhosh si ho rahi hoon kyun?

I had written this on a day when we were together & had spent so much time together, "TOGETHER ", yes thats the word, where we are linked truly heart to heart...He had praised me, yes i could see it in his eyes...this world would never realise, what it(the feeling) is?... It is so plain & simple & yet so complicated...yes it(the feeling) is & it(feeling) would be ...FOREVER